A deliberate shutdown of electrical power in response to a situation where the demand for electricity exceeds the power supply capability of the network. This is a last-resort measure used by an electric utility company to avoid a total blackout of the power system.
Dr. Sabili put me on Haldol and apologized only to my Auntie Zeddie. They are no longer friends.
I feel quite lost. I do not want to be here. I’m thinking of going back home to Canada. Anywhere has to be better than here. I am so sick of the loadshedding—when the lights go out—and I’m sick of the dust. I just do not like it here. I’m sitting in the dark and hating it.
It’s difficult to get my projects done. I did not manage to escape, after all. I need to return home. I don’t know if it’s a lack of self-motivation or something else. All I can do is pray that I will manage to complete my university application.
I am beginning to wish that I was someone other than myself. I hate this life. I really want to go home.